Hi Dippysuzy123 ALLIN,
Unfortunately we cannot give any specific advice via this Forum.
I would recommend you check your State Pension position via Check your State Pension forecast
before you make any decisions about paying any voluntary NI Contributions.
You can contact the Future Pension Centre by telephone to request a Forecast, the number is 0800 731 0175 and they are open Monday to Friday 8am – 6pm.
If you have a Personal Tax Account you can also use this to check your Pension Forecast and your National Insurance Record.
You may be due credits of NI through the Benefit system – you should check this out with your local Job Centre where you claim ESA.